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Keep Moving Forward.

A few hours ago I incidentally watched Disney's animated movie, "Meet the Robinsons". After watching the show it had completely change my outlook on life.

If you haven't watched the movie, I completely suggest you watch it before reading my entry. The story is about an orphan boy in search of his lost family and his unfulfilled dreams. I won't go into details because that would take too long. haha. ANYWAYS. To make it short the story is about moving forward, making your own decisions, and never ever looking back. In the end, it's all gonna be better, just as long as you look at it that way.

It's so funny, but i was never like that. During my grade 5 to sophomore years, I had always been looking back at the failures I had always made. I thought that I deserved my mistakes and they were signs that I had no reason to be successful in the future. After watching the movie, I had realized that I was completely wrong. The mistakes I made weren't signs of failure, But they were signs that gave me reason to be successful in life. Now I regret as if I wasted all my time looking back at all the mess I've made, that I had completely forgotten were I was going. I had completely forgotten everything that was important in life.

I had forgotten my school and the people in school who helps me in getting ready for the harsh reality of the future, the real friends I had crossed paths with, those meet-only-once-people whom had played important roles in my life, my family who had always had my back, and I forgot about God who never ever gave up on me, but i was too blind to see that.

I even remember a line from the movie which kinda goes like this:

" I propose a toast to failure! May it bring you success in the future."

Yes, I've made a lot of failures. I've fought with people. I've lied. I've failed at tests and contests. I've had my heart broken. But why should it stop me from reaching my goal? Why should a burden like that crush my spirit when I can use it as a stepping stone to success?

I think God made me watched that movie. I think he intended to show that movie while i was tv surfing.

He picked the perfect timing.

It's so stupid of me to realize that now. Haha. at this exact moment I'm crying. ang corny ko. Who'd expect their life to be changed by an animated movie?

So to finish this off.
To the teachers who have failed me in my subjects, tortured me with their lessons and who scolded me for my mistakes. To those people who have backstabbed me, lied to me, fought with me and made it their job to ruin my life. To the unknown people who have secretly made my life more harder to walk on. To the "famous", "pretty" and "perfect" people who have made me feel bad about myself, and to those people who never cared. THANK YOU. You have given me more reason to be more successful in life.

To those who took the time to read this. Watch it. :)

here i go again. :P

I miss everything!

arr! school is soo hard this year! I thought it was gonna be a sinch!

first chemistry has too many stuff to memorize, my brain is exploding! ~~algebra~~ has too many equations, and physics has just too many everything. D:

I think by the second week my brain just melted into tiny little pieces.

But hey it's kinda okay. I miss a few friends of mine, and i kept a few good ones, like Camille. :) I hope we spend more time during lunch break. Then I made a few new friends, like my Korean friend Jung Bin. She's so funny and she's pretty. She looks like a Kpop princess. :P

Anyways. I'll tell you guys lots more, when the time comes. anyways. I got to go. BUSYBUSY ME!

here i go again. :P

monkey business. :P

Okay, everyone has school today except me. My older sister is at Q.C. my sister is getting ready for her school tomorrow, and poor ol' me is stuck here until june 19. nababagot na ako, seriously.

So since wala ako magawa. I decided to make fun of my boyfriend today. HAHA.
I was like browsing through friendster and i found an old picture of my boyfriend during his 6th grade year. I found it in Kuya Nico's blog. He's an old classmate of Joecel.

Okayokay, just so you'd know. My boyfriend is named Joecel Balagtas. He's this big lug who also studies at my school, this year he'll be fourth year. We've been together for 6th months aaand he LOVES basketball. His brain is filled with basketball and sometimes he forgets that i'm with him when someone speaks about basketball. yepp. annoying really. ANYWAYS.

I brought a panda doll to school one day. (like a LONG TIME AGOOO.) and my classmates started reacting that the doll looked like him, I like stared at him and i was like OMG! HE DOES LOOK LIKE A FREAKIN PANDA!! He has chinito eyes and he's chubby like a panda. But he like lost a lot of weight this year.

SO HERE'S THE MAIN PICTURE OF THE DAY~

HAHAHA. isn't he CHUBBY? aha. cuute. :3

joke lang kuya. haha. patawarin mo ako.
So like. yeah. okay i'm done laughing.
Oh wait.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *chokes*

Okay i'm really done.

Happy 6 month's Kuya.

:)

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teen 200? blech.

Okay, who has heard of this uselesness?

TEEN 200

Whoever had created this ABOMINATION, must be totally bored or totally ugghh.

You must think I'm like overreacting. But I'm not. Hell, no.

Few days ago, i've been seeing some i-stamps through out friendster, and one day i got curious.
When i clicked the link, I realized that it was a popularity contest. Auuugggh. I mean who cares if your popular in friendster? It's irritating. People are giving votes to people who ask for them and act all famous and stuff. I checked some of the top 10. They all had posers and they kept saying, I don't like posers or Posers are not welcomed. But technically, if they're trying to become famous by force, by begging and by advertising, and they keep trying to be something they are not, doesn't that make them a poser themselves? RIGHT?

It's totally immature. If ever I'm gonna be in a popularity contest like that, I want it to come naturally. Not by asking people for the votes.

The generation of today is simply getting even more shallow than yesterday. D:

ON A LIGHTER NOTE:

I just got my haircut. It was suppose to look like hayley's (from paramore) but the hairdresser said otherwise. She said my hair was too short. It would look different. She was right. xD

But it looks hawt. :D if i get a clear picture of my haircut, i'll post it. :)

here i go again. :P

There are no such thing as accidents

Yesterday we watched Kung Fu Panda. It was great, especially the part where i realized that the Panda in the movie had the same name as my stuff toy Panda, Po. anyways. The story was great, I love the movie and i was like laughing out loud, until it came to the part that the movie was finished, we went outside the cinema and i realized that i had lost my toki toki boom wristlet and inside was my mom's ipod nano and like 60 pesos of my money. I cried the whole time.

But i remembered what Master Oogway, the turtle, said in the KFP movie:

" There are no such thing as accidents."

I guess it happened for some reason, maybe it was to teach me a lesson, or the one who took it must have really needed it. I'm still sad because i only had the ipod for like a week. :(( but hey? what can crying do?

So I'll just post some of the quotes i remembered in the movie. DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED THE MOVIE. kinda contains spoilers.

"There is no secret ingredient, just you."- Po the Panda

"He can only be the dragon warrior if you believe that he is the dragon warrior" -Master Oogway

Tai Long: What are you gonna do? sit on me?
Po the Panda: Don't tempt me.

"There is no charge for awesomeness, or attractiveness." - Po the Panda

Tai Long: You're nothing but a big fat panda!
Po the Panda: Nope, I'm THE big fat panda.

" You guys look so much bigger than my action figures, except for you Mantis, you look alot like it." -Po the Panda

To those who haven't watched it: Watch it, it gives you a food for thought about life. :)

here i go again. :P

when is the right wrong and the wrong right?

Ever encountered a problem when you know you're doing the right thing and then the end result is just completely wrong?

I have. Almost my entire life. I'm damn unlucky.

I like doing the right thing, or at least what i think the right thing is to do. But that's just it isn't it? How do we know that we're doing the right thing? In school, we study while teachers and parents tell us what the right thing is. But that's what they think, right? And truthfully, not everything what everyone thinks is right. So the right things that adults tell us may possibly be wrong at some point. So when do we really know what the right thing is? Well, there's the Bible for example. It's God's rule book, written by human beings. So how do we know that those human beings didn't write the book by what they think is right? Isn't it complicating? Me i lived my life thinking what they think is right. Until I went through grade 6, after that, i learned to decide for myself. I think that's why God created us all, so we can learn from each other. Everyone is right and Everyone is wrong, Right?

Well me. I haven't been lucky on what i believe is right, right now. Sometimes i think there's no such thing. Especially after what happened yesterday. I did something yesterday what i think, wait, WHAT I KNOW is right but in the end everything went wrong and all i felt was guiltiness. You know when they say that you should just leave it all up to God? How do you do that? How do you give it all to Him? It's not like if you ask Him, a big voice will reply the answer in your head. So how? How do you do it?

It's so frustrating when you want to do the right thing but you're not sure if it's the right thing.

So i'd like to say sorry to the people whom i've hurt just because i thought i was doing the right thing. I don't do it intentionally, I guess God just wanted it this way. If ever you're confused about what to do, always remember that there's God to listen to. He's the only solid thing you can lean on. Give Him a chance, He won't let you down. If ever something has happened and you don't know why it happened, just trust Him. He knows what He's doing. He's doing the right thing.

Okay, i'm done rambling. :P

P.S.: Happy 6th Monthsary to my big lug, Sorry. :)

here i go again. :P

GREAT. D:

I decided to change my blogs looks, it now looks stupid and it hurts my eyes. and i can't seem to change the color of my background. GRR. I hate it.

here i go again. :P