aprrrl!

monkey business. :P

Okay, everyone has school today except me. My older sister is at Q.C. my sister is getting ready for her school tomorrow, and poor ol' me is stuck here until june 19. nababagot na ako, seriously.

So since wala ako magawa. I decided to make fun of my boyfriend today. HAHA.
I was like browsing through friendster and i found an old picture of my boyfriend during his 6th grade year. I found it in Kuya Nico's blog. He's an old classmate of Joecel.

Okayokay, just so you'd know. My boyfriend is named Joecel Balagtas. He's this big lug who also studies at my school, this year he'll be fourth year. We've been together for 6th months aaand he LOVES basketball. His brain is filled with basketball and sometimes he forgets that i'm with him when someone speaks about basketball. yepp. annoying really. ANYWAYS.

I brought a panda doll to school one day. (like a LONG TIME AGOOO.) and my classmates started reacting that the doll looked like him, I like stared at him and i was like OMG! HE DOES LOOK LIKE A FREAKIN PANDA!! He has chinito eyes and he's chubby like a panda. But he like lost a lot of weight this year.

SO HERE'S THE MAIN PICTURE OF THE DAY~

HAHAHA. isn't he CHUBBY? aha. cuute. :3

joke lang kuya. haha. patawarin mo ako.
So like. yeah. okay i'm done laughing.
Oh wait.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *chokes*

Okay i'm really done.

Happy 6 month's Kuya.

:)

here i go again. :P

teen 200? blech.

Okay, who has heard of this uselesness?

TEEN 200

Whoever had created this ABOMINATION, must be totally bored or totally ugghh.

You must think I'm like overreacting. But I'm not. Hell, no.

Few days ago, i've been seeing some i-stamps through out friendster, and one day i got curious.
When i clicked the link, I realized that it was a popularity contest. Auuugggh. I mean who cares if your popular in friendster? It's irritating. People are giving votes to people who ask for them and act all famous and stuff. I checked some of the top 10. They all had posers and they kept saying, I don't like posers or Posers are not welcomed. But technically, if they're trying to become famous by force, by begging and by advertising, and they keep trying to be something they are not, doesn't that make them a poser themselves? RIGHT?

It's totally immature. If ever I'm gonna be in a popularity contest like that, I want it to come naturally. Not by asking people for the votes.

The generation of today is simply getting even more shallow than yesterday. D:

ON A LIGHTER NOTE:

I just got my haircut. It was suppose to look like hayley's (from paramore) but the hairdresser said otherwise. She said my hair was too short. It would look different. She was right. xD

But it looks hawt. :D if i get a clear picture of my haircut, i'll post it. :)

here i go again. :P

There are no such thing as accidents

Yesterday we watched Kung Fu Panda. It was great, especially the part where i realized that the Panda in the movie had the same name as my stuff toy Panda, Po. anyways. The story was great, I love the movie and i was like laughing out loud, until it came to the part that the movie was finished, we went outside the cinema and i realized that i had lost my toki toki boom wristlet and inside was my mom's ipod nano and like 60 pesos of my money. I cried the whole time.

But i remembered what Master Oogway, the turtle, said in the KFP movie:

" There are no such thing as accidents."

I guess it happened for some reason, maybe it was to teach me a lesson, or the one who took it must have really needed it. I'm still sad because i only had the ipod for like a week. :(( but hey? what can crying do?

So I'll just post some of the quotes i remembered in the movie. DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED THE MOVIE. kinda contains spoilers.

"There is no secret ingredient, just you."- Po the Panda

"He can only be the dragon warrior if you believe that he is the dragon warrior" -Master Oogway

Tai Long: What are you gonna do? sit on me?
Po the Panda: Don't tempt me.

"There is no charge for awesomeness, or attractiveness." - Po the Panda

Tai Long: You're nothing but a big fat panda!
Po the Panda: Nope, I'm THE big fat panda.

" You guys look so much bigger than my action figures, except for you Mantis, you look alot like it." -Po the Panda

To those who haven't watched it: Watch it, it gives you a food for thought about life. :)

here i go again. :P

when is the right wrong and the wrong right?

Ever encountered a problem when you know you're doing the right thing and then the end result is just completely wrong?

I have. Almost my entire life. I'm damn unlucky.

I like doing the right thing, or at least what i think the right thing is to do. But that's just it isn't it? How do we know that we're doing the right thing? In school, we study while teachers and parents tell us what the right thing is. But that's what they think, right? And truthfully, not everything what everyone thinks is right. So the right things that adults tell us may possibly be wrong at some point. So when do we really know what the right thing is? Well, there's the Bible for example. It's God's rule book, written by human beings. So how do we know that those human beings didn't write the book by what they think is right? Isn't it complicating? Me i lived my life thinking what they think is right. Until I went through grade 6, after that, i learned to decide for myself. I think that's why God created us all, so we can learn from each other. Everyone is right and Everyone is wrong, Right?

Well me. I haven't been lucky on what i believe is right, right now. Sometimes i think there's no such thing. Especially after what happened yesterday. I did something yesterday what i think, wait, WHAT I KNOW is right but in the end everything went wrong and all i felt was guiltiness. You know when they say that you should just leave it all up to God? How do you do that? How do you give it all to Him? It's not like if you ask Him, a big voice will reply the answer in your head. So how? How do you do it?

It's so frustrating when you want to do the right thing but you're not sure if it's the right thing.

So i'd like to say sorry to the people whom i've hurt just because i thought i was doing the right thing. I don't do it intentionally, I guess God just wanted it this way. If ever you're confused about what to do, always remember that there's God to listen to. He's the only solid thing you can lean on. Give Him a chance, He won't let you down. If ever something has happened and you don't know why it happened, just trust Him. He knows what He's doing. He's doing the right thing.

Okay, i'm done rambling. :P

P.S.: Happy 6th Monthsary to my big lug, Sorry. :)

here i go again. :P

GREAT. D:

I decided to change my blogs looks, it now looks stupid and it hurts my eyes. and i can't seem to change the color of my background. GRR. I hate it.

here i go again. :P

Found on Camille's blog. i'm bored. so why not? riiight?
Here are the rules:
1. Once you are tagged, link back to the person that tagged you.
2. Post THE RULES on your blog.
3. Post 9 weird or random facts about yourself on your blog.
4. Tag 9 people and link to them.
5. Comment on their blog to let them know they have been tagged.

1. I talk to people about random stuff most of the time. Eversince I could talk i was always like that, I could shift any topic in a snap. I don't know why, but i like talking, it's the best way to communicate to other people. May pag ka-weirdo talaga ako. Ask the people who know me. i'm Serious.

2. I have no clique or barkada. I hang out with almost everyone, may it be emos, preps, jocks, and even nerds. But if i would be given a label, i guess it would be a complete geek. I am geeky in a sort of way, especially my daily habits. I know alot about computers and I can speak 1337 (LEET). That's why in school everyone knows me. But i wouldn't consider myself popular, because that's the only people i have a hard time to get along with. Yung ala-mean girls. HAHA.

3. I play the bass guitar. For some weird reason. It's either people don't know this or would not believe this. Haha. I started playing the bass guitar when my cousins and sisters started our band, Parallel Parking. I wasn't great at it, in fact I mostly forget some of the things our mentor teaches us. But recently, we joined a battle of the bands contest somewhere in Cavite. guess what? We won 2nd place aaand i won best bassist out of 15 bands. i was like WOAH. haha, and i bet you have the same reaction as i do. :D

4. I love visiting random sites in the internet when I'm bored. :D here are some:

http://iminlikewithyou.com - some sorta chattin game.
http://vectorpark.com - amazing games, especially "the head" game.
http://alienmelon.com - talk to minibyte! you can actually talk her. totally fun!
http://http://hoogerbrugge.com - this one is for those weirder side of me. TOTALLY DISTURBING. haha.

5. On a more serious truth, I've been in and out of the hospital about more than 7 times during my whole life, I guess you can call me sakitin. There are lots of reasons why I've been confined in hospitals. May it be allergies from lechon and another from chicken longanissa, Lung problems, Dengue 3 times, 2 times asthma. The most recent one was Dengue, I was like doing school stuff 3 days and taking exams 2 days while i had dengue and didn't even know it, until i got weird rashes. O_O i'm an unlucky broomstick with a face.

6. I am in LOVELOVELOVE with Archie Comics. He's one of my heroes. :) Eversince i can read i've been holding on to my mom's Archie collection. Sometimes my mom is forced to hide them from me because i spend too much time on them, but unfortunately i can find them immediately. :)) Up until now i read them and if i have the money, i buy some more. i think you can say it's an addiction.

7. I hate people who annoy me into making them profiles, backgrounds and everything else, Sometimes they ask stupid requests such as. "Can you make my profile EXACTLY like yours? onyl you put my name on it and picture, and can you not put a , By: Jors, on it? INFACT put a By: *girl's name* on my profile." I love making backgrounds and profiles and stuff but i don't believe in reproducing my own work and letting them take the credit. It annoys me so much. But I'm not being mayabang, I'm just being truthful.

8. Camille Alexis Luang is the only reason why i put up a blog. I'm a terrible lazy person and she's the only one who can make me write stuff. LOL, i guess you can say she's my conscience. :)

9. I'm a complete nerd. I like talking about 1337, psychiatry and psychology. :D and i'm closer to boys than girls. Most girls just keep talking about boys, makeup, fashion and useless stuff. I'm more fascinated by boys talking. :)) NO I'm not a flirt.

here i go again. :P

INSOLENT BIG BROTHER. grr.

Big brother is being stoofid again. A while ago i was watching Pinoy Big Brother. I don't usually watch it since it's obviously scripted.

To those who watch this show and think what i'm saying is totally wrong. THEN STOP READING THIS. this is my own opinion.

Anyways, a while ago i was watching it while the so called house mates we're being ordered by Big Bro to make like a hundred beaded necklaces. Well, obviously the HM didn't finished it. So Big Bro had decided to burn the HMs' clothes. AND I WAS LIKE: whaaaat? are you stoofid?. I mean, HELLO? it's their personal stuff ain't it? Big Bro had no right to do that. It's their own property, those stuff had sentimental value and it was paid by their parents money. It's a bad example. I HATE IT. Big Bro is playing like God. People had made up this game to play with other people's lives. Just to see how other people live. And other people are participating in such contests just for the mere point of FAME AND FORTUNE. I don't understand it, even though the contestants say that they want it for the fortune of helping their family, They can't deny it that they also want it for the fame. It's a bad way of earning money, and to think, even TEENS are offered this sick opportunity. NAKAKAASAR.

Kahit na scripted siya. It's still ugly. Di ko alam kung bakit nagugustuhan ito ng mga tao. Ako ayaw ko talaga. WALANG WENTA.

Ayun, okay. I'm finished with banter.

here i go again. :P