Ever encountered a problem when you know you're doing the right thing and then the end result is just completely wrong?

I have. Almost my entire life. I'm damn unlucky.

I like doing the right thing, or at least what i think the right thing is to do. But that's just it isn't it? How do we know that we're doing the right thing? In school, we study while teachers and parents tell us what the right thing is. But that's what they think, right? And truthfully, not everything what everyone thinks is right. So the right things that adults tell us may possibly be wrong at some point. So when do we really know what the right thing is? Well, there's the Bible for example. It's God's rule book, written by human beings. So how do we know that those human beings didn't write the book by what they think is right? Isn't it complicating? Me i lived my life thinking what they think is right. Until I went through grade 6, after that, i learned to decide for myself. I think that's why God created us all, so we can learn from each other. Everyone is right and Everyone is wrong, Right?

Well me. I haven't been lucky on what i believe is right, right now. Sometimes i think there's no such thing. Especially after what happened yesterday. I did something yesterday what i think, wait, WHAT I KNOW is right but in the end everything went wrong and all i felt was guiltiness. You know when they say that you should just leave it all up to God? How do you do that? How do you give it all to Him? It's not like if you ask Him, a big voice will reply the answer in your head. So how? How do you do it?

It's so frustrating when you want to do the right thing but you're not sure if it's the right thing.

So i'd like to say sorry to the people whom i've hurt just because i thought i was doing the right thing. I don't do it intentionally, I guess God just wanted it this way. If ever you're confused about what to do, always remember that there's God to listen to. He's the only solid thing you can lean on. Give Him a chance, He won't let you down. If ever something has happened and you don't know why it happened, just trust Him. He knows what He's doing. He's doing the right thing.


Okay, i'm done rambling. :P



P.S.: Happy 6th Monthsary to my big lug, Sorry. :)