<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/1632516073909387327?origin\x3dhttp://aprilistically.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
disclaimer/
Aprilistically-Jorstatic
Thanks for visiting my blog. Sorry but I can't update much regularly.
I love those people who take time to read it. :)
But please, to those who just love evil bashing. LEAVE.
You guys have no right here. :P Thanks anyways.


BLOGISTA?
JOREEN APRIL TOOOOT
currently 15. photographer. digital artist.

internet addiction! and lotsalotsa boringness more.
w00tw00t!
:3 call me crazy!


random.



ALTERNATE.
Friendster
Myspace
Multiply
I have incidently lost my other links. To those who do want to be link, tell me. :)


archives
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008


thankyou.
PROFILE is by ME! :)
basecodes +
image is my own work.
background x
hosts x x x
Weblog Commenting and Trackback by HaloScan.com


Current obsessions.
Owl city. Rainbows. Hellboy!
Sanuks? Colored nails. Drawing. making ragdolls. :D etceteraetcetera!



Keep Moving Forward.
A few hours ago I incidentally watched Disney's animated movie, "Meet the Robinsons". After watching the show it had completely change my outlook on life.

If you haven't watched the movie, I completely suggest you watch it before reading my entry. The story is about an orphan boy in search of his lost family and his unfulfilled dreams. I won't go into details because that would take too long. haha. ANYWAYS. To make it short the story is about moving forward, making your own decisions, and never ever looking back. In the end, it's all gonna be better, just as long as you look at it that way.

It's so funny, but i was never like that. During my grade 5 to sophomore years, I had always been looking back at the failures I had always made. I thought that I deserved my mistakes and they were signs that I had no reason to be successful in the future. After watching the movie, I had realized that I was completely wrong. The mistakes I made weren't signs of failure, But they were signs that gave me reason to be successful in life. Now I regret as if I wasted all my time looking back at all the mess I've made, that I had completely forgotten were I was going. I had completely forgotten everything that was important in life.

I had forgotten my school and the people in school who helps me in getting ready for the harsh reality of the future, the real friends I had crossed paths with, those meet-only-once-people whom had played important roles in my life, my family who had always had my back, and I forgot about God who never ever gave up on me, but i was too blind to see that.


I even remember a line from the movie which kinda goes like this:

" I propose a toast to failure! May it bring you success in the future."

Yes, I've made a lot of failures. I've fought with people. I've lied. I've failed at tests and contests. I've had my heart broken. But why should it stop me from reaching my goal? Why should a burden like that crush my spirit when I can use it as a stepping stone to success?

I think God made me watched that movie. I think he intended to show that movie while i was tv surfing.

He picked the perfect timing.


It's so stupid of me to realize that now. Haha. at this exact moment I'm crying. ang corny ko. Who'd expect their life to be changed by an animated movie?

So to finish this off.
To the teachers who have failed me in my subjects, tortured me with their lessons and who scolded me for my mistakes. To those people who have backstabbed me, lied to me, fought with me and made it their job to ruin my life. To the unknown people who have secretly made my life more harder to walk on. To the "famous", "pretty" and "perfect" people who have made me feel bad about myself, and to those people who never cared. THANK YOU. You have given me more reason to be more successful in life.


To those who took the time to read this. Watch it. :)

here i go again. :P


|
I miss everything!
arr! school is soo hard this year! I thought it was gonna be a sinch!

first chemistry has too many stuff to memorize, my brain is exploding! algebra has too many equations, and physics has just too many everything. D:

I think by the second week my brain just melted into tiny little pieces.

But hey it's kinda okay. I miss a few friends of mine, and i kept a few good ones, like Camille. :) I hope we spend more time during lunch break. Then I made a few new friends, like my Korean friend Jung Bin. She's so funny and she's pretty. She looks like a Kpop princess. :P

Anyways. I'll tell you guys lots more, when the time comes. anyways. I got to go. BUSYBUSY ME!

here i go again. :P


|